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Saturday, 03 October 2009

How Come?

Here's a poem for the cheated and abused who found strength
How come?

How come you are never home anymore?

How come you never look me straight in the eyes anymore?

How come you don't say 'I love you.' to me anymore?

How come you ignore my calls?

How come you always lie to me lately?

How come you sneak out in the middle of the night?

How come you don't cuddle with me anymore?

How come you don't kiss me with passion anymore?

How come you flip more over so you won't see my face when we make love?

How come you walked into our apartment with her on your arms looking at her with the eyes you used to look at me with and saying I love you and kissing her with so much passion?

No longer will I stand this.

No longer will I wake up alone.

No longer will I leave too many messages on your phone.

No longer will I just look the other way when I see the signs.

No longer will I wait for you to say 'I love you'.

No longer will I let you abuse me physically or verbally.

No longer will I hope you will change.

No longer will I cry over you.

No longer will I love you like I used to.

I promise to stop worrying.

I promise to move on.

I promise to not give up on love.

I promise to find someone new.

I promise to forget you.

I promise to never come back.

I promise to never let you in my life again.

I promise to never let a girl steal what was mine.

I can't keep living in the past.

I can't keep loving you.

I can't keep the things you've given to me.

I can't keep letting you in my mind.

I can't keep my hate from growing.

I can't keep lying to my friends and family.

I can't keep hiding the bruises you've given me.

I want someone who will show me respect.

I want someone who will look me in the eyes when we make love.

I want someone who won't be ashamed to be with me in public.

I want someone who will be a complete romantic.

I want someone who won't hit me when they're angry.

I want someone who will never cheat on me.

I am able to be a strong person.

I am able to be with anybody I want.

I am able to look at myself in the mirror without shame.

I am able to smile.

I am able to live without you.

You know you feel guilty.

You know you will never see me again.

You know she isn't good enough.

You know I won't forgive you.

What made you do it?

What were you thinking?

What did she have that I didn't?

I have everything I want.

I have a whole heart again.

I will be me without you because I have him.
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